I wanna die tonight!! :(

I feel so lonely, I wanna die tonight..

I feel so lonely, I wanna die tonight

feels so empty, feels deceived

feels so sad, feels buried

Never have I felt this way before

feels low, feels like shit in my head

feels so down, eternally restless

How am I supposed to know why

I feel so lonely tonight I wanna die??

Can you help me, just leave me alone

Let me surrender, I don't wanna go home

Punish me, torture me without uttering a word

feels like a criminal, feels like a coward

It happens so often I'm guilty of nothing

kills me to face this emptiness & suffering

When the f**k will I ever know why

I feel so lonely tonight I wanna die??

Why in the world did it end like this

it feels like a loser, feels like piss

Hate me for being such an a**hole

cos it feels so uneasy, feels out of control

The distance seems greater than ever before

then why don't you abandon me & my thoughts

Hurt me for I'm still breathing alive

cos it feels like I'm completely numb inside

How am I supposed to know why

I feel so lonely tonight I wanna die??

However things don't seem to change either

feels like I'm gonna be hanged forever

Why don't you blow my head once & for all

I feel so tired, gets difficult even to crawl

The mirrors give a fake reflection of my love for you

cos I feel it was just too good to be true

Can't withstand the pain anymore, no reason to survive

and it feels so terrible when it rains outside

Can't you help me? I wanna kill myself

I feel so lonely, I wanna keep crying tonight

Now's the end of forever, wanna keep dying tonight!! :(

© Luv, Aslam :'(

Dated : 14/02/2011

(The Valentine's Day Special)